Sometimes I

Sometimes I wanna quit.
Sometimes I wanna runaway.
Sometimes I can't stand with my life.
Sometimes I want the time stop for a while.
It's too fast.
I can't run with the time.
I am left behind.

Sometimes I wanna cry.
Sometimes I wanna scream.
Scream so loud, so everyone can hear me.
I am exist.
Yeah, I am exist.
But, sometimes I wanna hide.
Hide from the world.

I want the world see me cry.
I want everyone knows that I'm crying.
I want they know that I'm hurt so much.
I am bleeding, right in my heart.
Could I still be able to live.

Is my life suck?
I don't know.
Do I hate the world?
How can I?
Nothing, there's nothing.

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I think I'm mentally sick -_-